click to view post: bad news
aww hun lost his N6230i and his Ic, his friend lost k700i, pants/pen? and his shirt. (blur conversation with him on his other friend's fone)
hun's fone is only 3 weeks old.DUH!
it was during his rubgy practise.
lucky got pin code.
hey check this out.
www.zoukout.com
if only i was 18, ahhaa.. waited so long to be 16, to be able to watch NC16 then now like no big deal. lol...
palace built on love ♥ 11:08 PM
Sunday, October 30, 2005
click to view post: every moment spent with u, is a moment i treasure..
hey it's alright sweetie..
in fact no one can..
yes,
it was not right for me to have wanted u to be mine..
not that i've never thought of the day coming and u'll suffer the set back of being labelled a 'backstabber'.
i knew, yet i still went all out for u..
why why why..
i can't explain it..
now that my mistakes have brought me my consequences, i've to accept it.
as the saying goes..a friend in need is a friend indeed.
she needs ur help now, so go along and help her.
whether our one month's pact can make it or not, it's won't matter anymore.
it's still gonna happen sooner or later.
i'm merely saying this with an open mind, i dun beg for sympathy nor forgiveness.
if u know me well enough, i'm someone who detests people with this kind of behaviour.
at this age we dun deserve to be in this kind of situation, we're supposed to live a student's life, so does ur friend.
no one should be deprived of that.
when u had the boyfriend, u were supposed to lose a friend.
but now that u look at it, u've lost 2 friends, not just 1..
wad happened to us at the expense of ur friend's happiness has the words 'morally not right' written all over it.
the key to my heart was always with u, cos i didn't want u be locked up.
instead u could walk in and out as u wish, u've the freedom, so follow ur heart..
but i believe in being optimistic when faced with an obstacle..
for short, it means i dun wanna lose u..
hmmm..we still do have something in common though..
neither did i think we'd come this far..
half a year is no joke, even couples who see each other every single day can break up, wad more for us?
- i've got work and i neglect u..
- i call u first thing in the morning when i wake up without brushing my teeth..
- i miss ur calls..
- i forget to call u once i get home..
- i force u to have ur meals on time..
- i get jealous when u bring a guy home to study..
- once my school reopens i'll be busy with school..
- and many many more..
i've enough negative points to make any girlfriend runaway from her boyfriend..
yet u stayed for almost 6 months..
i never once blamed nor intended to blame anyone for my any of my happenings.
in the first place, if it wasn't for ur friend, we wouldn't have met.
she did the hardest job to bring us together, wad more can i ask for..?
i guess that's it..i'll have to end my entry here..this should the longest entry i've ever written..but somehow i just couldn't sleep after u put down on me so i came on to blog..for the past 2 hours i kept thinking and remembering stuffs be it good, bad or even funny..as for our 23 days pact, i'll do my best to fufil it..
we'll put our relationship aside..
whether u treat me as ur boyfriend, friend, godbrother or just a stranger, i still want u to do well in ur exams..
dun just do it for anyone, but also do it for urself.
no one owes u a living, u'll need to stand up on ur own!
C'MON, prove that u're Gina Poa Jie Wei..!
i hope u can do me a favour by keeping me informed about ur naughty little nose whether the doctor says it requires surgery or if it's just a minor problem..and looking back, i seriously miss the times i used to go 405 just to watch u at tkd and irritating haomeili de ivy with u..sigh..
050505` those were the days.......... =))
(hope u'll like the song i added)
palace built on love ♥ 4:15 AM
Saturday, October 29, 2005
click to view post: Os.
Recently been studying for more or less. Not much of a mood to really blog, i just dunno why, the feeling is gone. Some faded feelings...i asked for one month break of study break.
It's going 6 months soon. Half a year. Man, i never thought i would go this far.
Next friday, im going kk hospital, another surgery i guess. *bless that i won't die before i take my Os. haha, anws i have decided i would continue taekwondo, because i misssss taekwondo. I hate slacking on saturday because i used to go for training on sat. Man, those sparring, aerobics, friends there, music, pattern... for all, i miss them. Memories, from white belt to black. haha, anws i still cant fight, my mom says that im a piece of tofu, easily beaten. Spex competition is around december, the time im rejoining tkd. I cant fight in that case, oh man, i want a silver medal.haha..
hey, this actually reminds me of kin. haha a tkd trainer i used to fell for. haha i think a really short period of puppy love. lol, why? because he lets us slack alot and haha joke around.
currently working at marine parade- 77th street, interested go and see. lol. he's not part timer, shall not tell u the rank. ahah. he owes me a present and allows me to pick at 77th street.lol. he's gonnna be broke...hehe.
I hope tommorrow i can do more studies. hopefully with kai xiang we can study some humans huh, haha but im pretty sure tmr we will be slacking. Free flow of drinks at kallang, means i have to go pee like always?i can drink alot of water..
Not much in the mood to blog, like i said. my greatest regret in this world is to backstab my friend. im serious, thinking back, i shouldn't have done it.
Hunny, dun blame her ok. I got to learn how to be more hard-hearted. She suffers alot that i cant help much to help her stand up again. Love is so confusing. DOn't ask me why what when how..!!@$%%^^&&**((_ pmsing period.
palace built on love ♥ 11:20 PM
Thursday, October 27, 2005
click to view post: i bathed, brushed my teeth and kissed u gudnite..
gina darling, old fish and i went to some unknown guy's chalet today!
listen carefully..
the guy is..........old fish's primary schoolmate's friend's friend. ( -_-")
FACT: they only met ONCE at the airport when old fish was with gina and the guy initiated the conversation, conveniently exchanged numbers with that old fish.
FACT: they only met ONCE at the airport when old fish was with gina and the guy initiated the conversation, conveniently exchanged numbers with that old fish.
FICTION: the guy is from Temasek Primary(that's where old fish and i came from.) and they know each other since primary school..(that's wad it sounded like though.)
happy birthday chalet also die die must call that old fish along..
she being so 'clever', guessed he had something up his sleeves..
so..'clever' old fish decided to ask my girlfriend along..
hmmm..let's see..how 'clever' she can get..
either she wants someone to protect her OR she wants someone to get into trouble WITH HER.
so i took leave from work to go with them.
turned out we were the roses among the torns who were made up of the guy's schoolmates.
old fish bought him a cup with his name on it.
the guy bought old fish a soft toy flower with a bee on it.
lets see where's the link here..
- both presents were bought from the same building
- the guy's present to old fish was seen by us before she bought him the cup.
it was rather ironic for a birthday boy to buy a gift for that one special friend, old fish. sentimental i guess?ahhahaha..
and it was really funny when gina darling and i stood up and on came old fish running and pulling gina's hand along..
we left without a word. COOL.
wonder wad he'll think of us now..
but he was ultimately a bad host cos we weren't enjoying ourselves and were so uncomfortable being asked to sit next to burning charcoal?
then my lao niang had to eat cos she was hungry.
no bbq in the end, but we had yummy burger king.
weee~ filled ourselves well enough and headed for home sweet home.
no doubt it was a nice day spent with my baby.
after missing each other for so long, we finally enjoyed ourselves today.
now i'm missing her badly again..!arrrhhh
slightly hungry too leh..sigh.. =P
gudnite everyone!
darling, here i come into dreamland!
palace built on love ♥ 1:15 AM
Sunday, October 23, 2005
click to view post: coffee is bad
i had coffee in the afternoon yesterday. Nescafe. I regretted. Because i sleep at 5am last night, woke up near 1pm today, i am feeling so restless now, no strength to do anything. Watched tv so long, got to go granny's for dinner.Friedrice, my mouth's watering. Recently, i feel that i didn't study as much as i did in the prelims. What the hell, i studied like fuck that, in the end, i didn't do well, my efforts washed down the drain. 2 more weeks and i can really panic but couldn't get myself to start work.
Picked up a magazine, about marketing in my sis's bag. So cool, but all the jobs didn't keep my interest for long. I guess my ambition still remain the same.
in rank:
1) air stewardess ( not possible)
im still hoping for it thou..
2) hotel manager
3) marine time engine work.
gtg
beye
palace built on love ♥ 3:25 AM
Saturday, October 22, 2005
click to view post: fatty fatty pic pic..
wowowowow..
so many many pics eh?coool..
hah~ those pics bring back lots of fond memories for my gina darling who's studying like siao now for the big donut levels..-pass it and u'll get the cert to sell donuts everywhere in singapore..gagaggaaa...
went for rugby training like 4 days in a row and now my leg's killing me!
feels like a sprain but it's not a sprain, looks like it's normal but it's not normal..
all because of the first rugby match i'll playing tmr!!
muhaha can't wait seh..train so long just for those few days of competition..
though it's a friendly, when u're on the field..sorry ah, no such thing as 'friendly' liao..all crazy crazy..see only wack! mailto:#&^@#$%)&$#%^#$#@#$%@&
hope some tiger balm will the trick..applying it right now..can afford to bring the injury into the game tmr le..
hmmm..work has been alright lately..seems like my manager still doesn't know i fake sick so many times le..then slack alot..for those peeps who love rain out there do help me pray for rain everyday!
rain = rest under shelter = no work but get paid = gooooooooood
but then i also miss someone badly..
*("v")*ginapoajiewei*("v")*
hope to be able to help her though these stressful months..big donut is no joke..looking back at my time, i fucking studied like nobody's business only to get a lousy but passable score..heh..
i may have disappointed everyone..but at the kind of situation i was in, it was a study like hell or just fail like heaven..i chose hell..and i planted myself into TP where gina's younger sis calls it TUA PUI POLYTECHNIC for tua puis(obese people)..slap her sia..
MORALE OF THE STORY: dun give up. no matter how much u dislike the subject, u've to study it. think of how much u can enjoy after Os.
EQUATION: study now + less outings + less fun + less freedom = do well for Os + enjoy urself like crazy + no need to worry about failing cos u've done ur best at revision.
that's all for tonight folks! byee~!
ily darling..baoz
palace built on love ♥ 12:00 AM
Friday, October 21, 2005
click to view post: some photos
my tkd mate. Yiwen, quick get ur referee cert. Then next time i get my first dun, then u just let me pass lah. ahha
he rawks the class chairman in sec one. haha i rmb first camp he freaked out when we goona do the abseiling, in the end i had to start first. haha
the guai-est brother of all. he rawks. he motivates me. hugs and kisses.!
my baobei lena. i looked freakyy..
our class cutie and sab on stage..
my cock mate. always siao about rubbish i speak. hyper. but always leave without a word.
that friday...
so tall....! haha. i put wet hands on him..
sec 2 bro till now. so nice and caring always. liked him in sec 3. aha
the babe of 4/1...
salman fish. always pull my hair and ka chiow me. quite nice. sumtimes!
my bro had flour on his face/ haha joe!
rahim,too bad, im talleR!
mdm seow rules..
glennbro. quite alike! haha
abdillah bro. only malay bro in my class. haha last time me and him chat about amal..
kind and nice. sumtimes havoc. ss top scorer! ahbeng
me elim joe!
me.. i don't know when i had this pic.. ahha in my fone very long already
love him. he's my second darling.
arms around him, cos he's soooo cute..
my bdae...
summore pics! haven update ...
palace built on love ♥ 12:59 AM
click to view post: sch
Sch had ended, but i still went to sch from tue to thurs.I'm going facial with mie, and fish at bugis tmr. Fish constantly nag me to cut from the yellow pages, yeah so going to try out tommorrow.If it's good, i will recommend on my blog ok?
Been revising social studies from last fri till today. Left a few more chapters and i can end the revision of mr azahar's subject, which is highly impossible. I don't know where i put my maths worksheets, god damn it, i haven practise maths so long already.
It's so nice to receive dedications, goodnite msges and friends who constantly says imy or ily before u sleep. You will get extremely sweet dreams. haha k, what the hell,am i gonna blog..
Are virgo-ians always sour over things?
Happy birthday xin ting~
I hope i don't get screwed by the pract today. I felt so helpless when i didn't know how to set the phy ramp thingy, so decided to take a look around. ahha That's what mr lee always taught us.
I have not bought any gown, but i think i gonna wear that one hun bot for me in thai, and i prolly get loan of heels from michelle auntie. Oh yes, she taught me cha cha, haha but i failed miserably in those dance steps.Well,i hope there's dance, but again no? I don't want to be left alone cause i don't know how to dance. I guess accessories i have to buy my own, cause i don't think my sis gona lend me? yeah as usual, i don't like the feeling she always scream her head off at me when i borrow her stuffs, and sumtimes in front of my friends, freaking paiseh.
Gonna be six months soon?
I know i am not pretty, just don't say it out.
sister loves you forever.
palace built on love ♥ 12:30 AM
Monday, October 17, 2005
click to view post: love
whats love?
It means willing to wait for each other?
I can't believe one guy actually waited for me one whole year in sec one.
anws, imiss sch, like real bad.
grr.
i love you baby.
palace built on love ♥ 12:58 AM
Friday, October 14, 2005
click to view post: i've got the 'i wanna blog' face..see.. ( @_@ )
yay!..i signed a contract with starhub and change my hp looooooo..
can throw away the 6610 le..
muhahah~
hmmm..past few days was tiring..work, go home, sleep, wake up, bathe, change, go work and so the cycle continues.....
dun time to even see the naughty gal living in bedok south..
sigh..and so i'm missing her a little more than alot..
but it's better for her though..sch books piling over her in my absence?
hopefully i'll get the chance to sent her to sch tmr..
dear, tell papar tmr my turn!
all right..promised the fierce tigeress over at bedok south that i'll sleep at 12.30am..better go now..
btw, for those who are gonna graduate from bgss tmr..happy graduation..
it'll definitely won't be 'happy', but
hey..it's wad u guys went to bgss for in the first place..
STUDY and GRADUATE with an O LEVEL CERT.?
so look ahead and aim.
it's part and parcel of life..
it's gonna be a beginning of new friendships after that..
u all can always go back to bgss to see ur teachers and the sch buildings right?
just like me..
heh` (" ,)
gdnite..and muarcks to u darling..ily
palace built on love ♥ 1:00 AM
Thursday, October 13, 2005
click to view post: last day of sch?
Tomorrow is the last day of school and i'm having mixed feelings.
Sad, and excited. Excited for seeing many faces together.Sad of course,leaving Bgss with memories. I guess secondary school life is the most memorable life of all. We got our class photos, everyone was present.How cool, the first time in my 4 years of secondary life.We got our photos signed with everyone's last note. And i got my Pe shirt signed on too.
How i miss those fun-o'l days, from sch(PAC, bball court and almost everywhere). I miss those Bbqs held during the holidays. I guess tmr atmosphere would be quite sad. I bet many like me would be crying buckets.
First time i started singing some sad memorable songs while bathing. Reminds me of those days at my old house, soaking and njoying life in the bathtub, 30 mins later, mommy knocking on the bathroom door to hear me dozing off? hah
Mdm seow maybe transferring school, miss her so much, I remember at the beginning of Sec four, tng wana send me home for dying my hair, mdm seow tell me hack care him. haha. nice motherly teacher,love her so much.We created a board of notices for her, our wishes for her.
I also wrote to mdm tay, mr azahar,ms tracy chua,mr lee cheng soon, ms tan geok choo, favien, kairen, hanny, bryan, lena,chengyee and junjie.
We gonna get on with the next part of our life. So whats' my route? I really hope i can get into TP.
as we go on, we remember, all the times we, had together. now's our last chance, come on ever. we will still be, friends forever.
I love bgss.
I dun bear to leave.
To many sweet people that is not leaving with us.
My dear audi, jacky and many more.
I will be back to see you all!
Love'
last day of school soon!
GIna.
palace built on love ♥ 10:00 PM
Thursday, October 06, 2005
click to view post: 5thie month anni!
05/10/05
nice. It's been 5 months, since i knew you and love you, and now i still do.
=)
sorry i haven been blogging these few days. Sorta banned myself from com.
my results have been sucky and is qualified for only ITE.
which is like so shocking because i really did study and i don't know what happened.
and i screwed them with L1R4 of 29 fucking points.
*prays* i really wana go into tourism and hosp.
i shan blog what i did these few days cos i have forgotten. Hehe.
i rmb nora being a bitch and the fucking librarian in our school.
I hope when i come back for Os, they will be gone for good.
ohhh... 1 more day to dear's birthday.
my sixteen birthday hasn't been sweet, but heh he did celebrate with me.=D
i bot him a nike dry-tee and 555 straw hearts.
Hmm, when should i deliver? haha.
Satie,i can't wait. Queensway, Seoul Garden, neoprints and more time together.
i haven kissed you since you started working. ARhh! haha.
and i can't wait to see you again.
I read from many people's blog, they said that many teachers have been reading pupil's blog lately.
That's quite alright with me, i hope they read my entries and find themselves turnin from demons to angels. esp Nora.
She's a demon. A real bad one.
I gonna miss sch like crazy. Which is next week we are leaving. I missed everything, everythign in bgss.Ex 4/3 vandalise our classroom, ahha which is so cool.
Today we took some pics during Pe. So happy family 4/3. Teeheehe.
Had handball and soccer today, Azleen mistook my leg for the ball and kicked hard on it. And i got a sprain.=(
the girls screaming and sweating like crazy.8 absentees and many weren't for Pe.
malays had to fast.
I realised i have been bitching alot lately in class, idon't talk that much during the previous 3 years in sch, haha.
I miss the good-natured and funny teacher. Mr azahar, the cutie who always make my day. ahah and eden told him that he was horny. Teeehhee.
Some other beloved teachers like mdm seow and mrs wadwanni.
i so gona cryy.
And oh i didn't blog that day i was absent in school.
i went to funeral.Uncle's
the route we took whole day
tenah merah(house)--> serangoon--> short walk with coffin along road-->bus to mandai burryingplace-->i think is simei place( grandma's tablet) uncle's (4,0)beside hers.--> serangoon--> tenah merah.
woah, machiam whole singapore. haha.
i cried when we went madai, everything there was so high tech moving those coffin and all.
The coffin moves along this track and led to a fireplace and evreything is so automatic. I shan say much about it cos it brings tears to my eyes.
I cried until i nosebled and it was so ps to see all my cousins all behaving so curious.
I miss you
Imiss bgss
I miss 4/3
Byut i still hate
N_O_R_A
haha.
i loved you that day, yesterday and today, and nothing more matters.
palace built on love ♥ 7:00 PM
Wednesday, October 05, 2005
click to view post: marmiee!!..i've got the dun wanna work face..
tell u a secret dear..come nearer..
shhh......yay!!!
happy 5 months and 0 days anniversary darling!
woah so fast seh..5 long months only?!? hehheh..
looking back at the times when we just met..till now..
i'm so bloody lucky hor..
oh it's back to work for me..since it's my holy days now..
gonna earn some money to support the princess yea?
actually she gave me the motivation to work..
was afraid of points deduction by her mamar..
so i've just came back from work..the same old place..
Shangri-Laaaaa Hotel 81..
today was quite okay..just abit not used to standing in the sun all day..
POOLSIDE WAITER..2pm - 10pm..wth..
might as well ask me go swim better..
so blah blah..then i had break at 5..just as i suddenly felt i missed someone so bad..darling princess called !!
had mee rubus for dinner and 2 cups of seasons lemon tea..yumyum..
nothing special happened after that thou..
caught the 10.35pm shutter bus to mrt and chatted with her till i reached home..so nice..she insisted in sending me till my doorstep..
where to find such an adorable gf sia..that's why i'm lucky lo..
guess she must be pretty tired..she snored around 11.45pm?
before that i got an advanced wishing..hah, never felt happier..
alright..i shall stop here..
once again to my sweet lil girl who's sleeping right now.........happy 5 months!
ily..muarcks~
shhh......yay!!!
happy 5 months and 0 days anniversary darling!
woah so fast seh..5 long months only?!? hehheh..
looking back at the times when we just met..till now..
i'm so bloody lucky hor..
oh it's back to work for me..since it's my holy days now..
gonna earn some money to support the princess yea?
actually she gave me the motivation to work..
was afraid of points deduction by her mamar..
so i've just came back from work..the same old place..
Shangri-Laaaaa Hotel 81..
today was quite okay..just abit not used to standing in the sun all day..
POOLSIDE WAITER..2pm - 10pm..wth..
might as well ask me go swim better..
so blah blah..then i had break at 5..just as i suddenly felt i missed someone so bad..darling princess called !!
had mee rubus for dinner and 2 cups of seasons lemon tea..yumyum..
nothing special happened after that thou..
caught the 10.35pm shutter bus to mrt and chatted with her till i reached home..so nice..she insisted in sending me till my doorstep..
where to find such an adorable gf sia..that's why i'm lucky lo..
guess she must be pretty tired..she snored around 11.45pm?
before that i got an advanced wishing..hah, never felt happier..
alright..i shall stop here..
once again to my sweet lil girl who's sleeping right now.........happy 5 months!
ily..muarcks~
palace built on love ♥ 12:05 AM