Tuesday, August 16, 2005
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i've been sick for many days.
skipping my taekwondo.
yeah 28 august, watch me enter the hospital.
ahah craps, yah thats the day im sparring for national.
i'm in grp 140, yeah and i heard that there's only 2 competitors for my weight.
i highly reckon one of them is seeache( i duno how to spel her name). helluva bitch,
and i so sick of her. ahha anyone watch this show(sat, chinese show) abt what this woman has a bra shop yeah the shop owner looks like this spastic bitch.
hah.i'm so mean.back to it, in sch i duno what's wrong with my bro glenn. he seems to have a lil mps, and it's really gettin on my nerves. he din do anything,. but i just cant fucking stand those dry lessons. esp history.( watch my expression whenever mrs wadwanni comes in)
oh i was talking abt being sick.
memory keeps failing me.
yeah so i rotted on sat, except around 8pm i went to grandp hse. sumptous food.
whats the gap getting on with me and my cuzzie? we don't talk nowadays.
on sun, dear came and have a lil crash over . ahah wasn't that late. around 10pm he left.
that's because my attitude grandpa WAS COMPLAINING LIKE A BASTARD.
ohh wadever, im thinking he got to leave soon ya. and dad really gave me a stupid and useless remark.
i've got a feeling that my family will be breaking apart soon.
my mom's engrossed over linedancing and would often stay out till 10pm. she wouldn't do as much housework as before. which is good. can make me look younger.
but the thign is. my dad don't fetch her home? why why why why and why.
gina. always growing up to think that i have a perfect family. my parents don't quarrel.
last time i rmb my dad and mom would hold hands as we strolled to the restaurant near the beach, ivy would just cut in the center.that brat.
now. my dad doesn't look like he care. i duno whats so busy with him. he's always looking at bills.sigh, after that load the com. life just sucks. a boring cycle for him.
i feel like telling mom, look more at ur hub, he might just stray away one day.
ahh. WTF DO I SOUND SO VULNERABLE?
i dun wan my family to break....
ahh too dramatic.let nature takes its course. mom and dad got to sit together and really think hard one day if i suddenly get too emo one day and left.
i've got an A2 for chinese. i dun feel anithing. duno why. except quite shock.nothing interesting abt chinese Os to go gaga abt,
oh yeah i created a song in kamel- my only sunshine. ahha planning to do a nosensical kamel script during the next boring history lesson.
one thing i want to know if i die. when will i appreciate history? ha wtf.
sch's been sucky these few days i feel as thou im dying. nora just continue to teach bricks that doesn;t react. well, a strange mentality she has talking to no response.
arrrhh so fucked up. today i nosebled while bathing.sick grosssss
i've been out of schdule these few days. started to scrape thru phy and bio and abit poa.
another thing, bio pract have been sucky these few times. xt me elim and jamie have to share expt
,imagine how many times, we got to wash and redo. troublemakers.
bgss always have this prob, lack of apparatus.
i joked with jamie on our pract day smuggle in our own testtubes.
oh fuck 12 sept 05' bio/phy pract. since that time i broke the beaker. ihave a phobia of boiling water in beaker.dsigijIDGKJDOJOhdihgidi!!!!!arhhrhhhhhh
arhh. angry.don't know why. it's the time of the month. pardon me.
ciao, thanks ken for the nice chat.
we'll have great fun comparing in auctions.hah hopefully getting my levis 593 by dis wed.cant wait.
HUhihihihseifrhiohH UIHH YIHR I HIHIHRIH DEI HI
i love you dear, miss u like crazy. good luck for ur quiz tmr.
palace built on love ♥ 1:01 AM