Wednesday, August 31, 2005
click to view post: yeah im a pariah

firstly i adapted this from someone's friendster( not disclosing his indentity)
"Flipping through our photographs
Missing you is half hidden,
half seenThe winter of last year
We smiled very sweetly
Looking at your weeping face
Saying goodbye to me
Too late to hear it
Youve already gone very far away
Perhaps you have already given up on me
Perhaps it is already too hard to turn back
I know it is me who let it slip
Please give me another reason to say you dont love me
Even if it is that I dont understand
Can you forgive me?
Please dont take separation and treat it as your request
I know the persistence to leave is your excuse for getting hurt
Request you to turn backI will walk with you all along till the end
Even if there is no result
I can bear it
I know your pain
Is the promise I gave
You said you gave me tolerance before
Silence was because of forgiveness
If you have to leave
Request you to remember me
If you are sad
Request you to forget me"

thats real sweet. =)

howells, sch was monotonous today, i was practically counting down for every lesson. shared the cost of flowers for mdm seow, mr azaha and ms tracy chua.
ky,kx and glenn was late today. when kx came into class, he asked whether i missed him anot. i gave him a squinted look, and said yaaa. haha.
he looked like a demented banshee with his specs.haha i kept commenting that he looked like an ahpek. well, heard that he've soreeeyes(woahnicewording)on monday poor thing.
me suddenly felt a sense of antsy when he told me he has almost completed all his revision. wowee hardworking deliquent.
gtg updating later.brb!
ciao ivy's screaming that BITCHHH
palace built on love ♥ 9:36 PM

Tuesday, August 30, 2005
click to view post: tuesday tsk

monday i din go sch. had a heavy flu. i snacked on famous amos and lots of orange juice. how bad.hah i sleeeppppp alot too.
tue. packed at least half of my table of books. hunny helped me carry home.
we ate at bedok inter, see he kachiow again.

duno why everytime i eat this, then the noodle will land on the table.

sian i read poa. feeling so bored. my eye caught this

hehe this spells F-U-N!

i sprayed out of the window, in the toilet ceiling,
and at ivy.


standing at the window i wanted to shoot at this thing outside


basically a lazy act to spray water for plants.hehe

ivy chased me.

how wet we got the place. duh.hehhe



we ran aloong this corridor. =)


i surrender..! all the runnin actually perms my hair.muhaha

great fun!
darling off to soccer AGAIN>3/
blew a bubble..! bleh

i haven bot any teacher ani pressie muhaa
palace built on love ♥ 9:06 PM

Saturday, August 27, 2005
click to view post: bgss? quite sad to leave too

tumbled along some people's blog and feeling ashamed of myself using such simple english despite being 16 soon..
i reckon reading ms rosehana's blog will be a challenge.haha i couldn't understand any of her posts. veri chimmmm!
went thru my sec 3 blog. i sound so cheena aND kiddy.haha
if u guys have forgotten
http://dreamy-biks-gurl.blogspot.com/
this was my second blog out of hmmm my fifth?

http://ginahammie.diaryland.com
my first blog! the most kiddy one.haha
i dun think this one can be viewed anymore.

was talking to huns on the fone, we chatted abt sch.
he said that ms tan g.c hugged him and cried in frnt of him.hah when he said he passed his amaths. lol.
he also hugged mdm seow.
time flies. it's gonna be the last year, another 1 month plus in sch and everything in bgss gonna end for us. we'll be leaving and be more matured. independent and learn how not to be vulnerable.
i cried. i suddenly thought of what mr azahar said that day.
i soo gona miss mdm seow, ms tracy chua, mr azahar, ms michelle tan, the rubbishlamer- mr lee c.s,mdm tay, mdm cheng, mr choo Peng ann, mr robert lee, mrs wadwanni,ms lim( homeecon teacher), mr eguene chua,mrs yeo,(shall update soon)

and so happy to leave behind- ms nora, mr teo, nr david ng, ms ho,mr kua, mr chua( the shorty who always scream and break my eardrums, ain i glad to leave?),(brain clogged, but im sure i will add more)

gotta go! bgss i will miss. eh so step. haha
gina arh english so bad =P
palace built on love ♥ 10:36 PM


click to view post: mmmuuaarrcckk~

wow..whole day today was spent gaming at home..
slept at 4am the night before and woke up at 8am today..amazing seh..
u dun often see me doing that on days where i've got class since i'm more often than not, LATE! lucky TP has a 15 min rule which says one can only be late for the most 15 mins of the lessons..so 8am class, i 8.14am reach = attendance taken..yay
so this morning had breakfast with babar at loti brata shop near my house.
not bad, oily oily kind..can gain weight fast ya?
oh bunny loves to be like me..she woke up late for tuition this morning..
my fault..didn't call her at 10am!ahhh

hunny me was lazy and skipped rugby..thought of spenting time with bunny her but she got alot of hw to do..sobsob
nvm, O level coming soon le..less outing, less chat, less sms..more study!
dun worry, cos chatting and outing this kind of things we can still do after 21st nov..
work hard now, have fun later without any worries..or else wait exams over le u still stress..cos u may feel u didn't put in enough?be a good gal alright..? =P

glad bunny liked the things i added to our blog..mostly learnt from my com lab lessons at sch..
see at least i could apply skills into good use..muhahah
tmr is ur competition!
my little princess here is gonna trash the other 2 gals..punch them hard, kick them where it hurts..hee..i know wad's she's capable of eh..
i'm her punching bag, her hunny, her ahmad..just relax yea?
not sure if u've tkd today..haven msged me since 3pm..must be busy studying..mmuarrcks`
study study study for both of us now..6,7,8 of sept are my exams?!!dieee.. =X

humph..bunny didn't bring baby hunny for ice cream!! cry !!
(hunny puts on an ice cream drop face) no extrim for u!
swensens brings back some memories..our 12 days anniversary i rmb..
my baby bunny is not fat ! she's always beautiful in my eyes..it's true!
and i'm so in love with u!

i'll stand by you..muarckmuarck..
palace built on love ♥ 6:45 PM


click to view post: fri

we had alot of free periods.
mrs wadwanni came in but tell us do self-revision.
glenn taught me mindmaps.
den had english. same old thing. ussr, compre/ summary. boring woman.
den poa that NORA never come! yay! horray.
mr chua came in and asked us to teach pri sch pupils and take a video and we will be paid by him. so cool.
den had mother tongue periods go canteen.
den we had 2 hours before humanities remedials. so me and jamie headed for tm. wanting to go shopping in mind. but guess where we landed.??


10



9


8



7


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1!
haha

yay we landed at swensens


sat inside and watched jamie msging..

waited n waited n waited for soooo long..

that i just wana dig my spoon into my sundae QUICK!


and after 20-30 mins, tada! it came!
mine's on the left(cookie summit), jamie's on the rite( some fruits thingy)


i was fascinated at first. cuz it was soooo big.haha so i ate n ate n ate.
and got sick of it halfway.


jamie was njoying like crazzie..

i realised mine had cookie n cream icecream, real chocolates ball( the brand starting with'm' with no nuts in it), topping cream, chocolate melted waffle and cherry.
yummmy... but when u eat like half glass it's really getting sick of the taste.

jamie said that hers had real fruits like banana, honeydew, and duno what but below had caramel...woooshhwoahhhhhmmmmm!


my end product


jamie's end product

of course jamie won the match( eating finish it). i got KO.
she wanted to eat mine but fear of being fat, haha and i was like hey hello i finish like 3/4 of it? lol..

recommendations from ME!:
either u share cookie summit with a friend/bf or if u can really eat lot. try the fruits one.!
cookie summit:-
fat factor: 5/5
yummy factor:3/5
satisfying factor:4/5

i think i gained 3479379593809kg because of that. ahaahh
it's really fattening n sinful =P, but yummy!
and we went back to sch. i didn't finish my geo n brought home instead.
a day at sch was really tiring. i slept alot.

today. had tution. went home had lunch and here i am.
gng off soon..
and darlin, it's really niceeee our blog are getting but blog more often. haha.
ciao everyone i got to complete that geo n hist.
marcsk muarscks!

tml i am having taekwondo compt national at yishun. everyone good luck for me pls!=)

who let the dawg out. Ho HO. wOFFFFFF.WOFF wofF
palace built on love ♥ 4:09 PM

Thursday, August 25, 2005
click to view post: nice yummy candy

lets recall when i had this candy. i ate this before when i "fetch" hunny from the airport. he went to thai that time.
and ivy bot it on err..i think mondae? yah see the pics.!
disgusting one.haa
the brand of this candy liquid is..haha i forgotten
place to buy: candy empire( changi airport terminal 2)

that's it!

the next step is to put it on a rolly lolly! woooshhhawoahhhh

start to lick it....

or u can try this...*sourrr!*

ivy with nostrils open widee...haha grosss...

my tongue.. thou it becomes likdat after u ate it....

but what can i do? im in love with this candy! hahha...savour.

end of candy story.
i got really pissed with the nora.( no bra)
really madafucker. i can see she has given up hopes on those who can't score well.
i hope she really got fired by sch and end up working like a slave. bitch her.
oh forget abt her..hmm. the poa test was ok i think except the whole ctrl a/c i can say byebye to over 10 marks.
i hope i can pass attt leassst one of her test.
ate with hunny. elim and jamie at sumo. sweet memories.
went library. hun was woken up by a librarian cuz he was dozing off at the couch. haha.
i was pissed with someone who broke her promise. nvm i hope u did me good by not letting me copy. i nid that slap in my head to wake me up.
todae mr azahar came in fuming. i told him someone stolen my assessment bk. he seem so shocked. because of that i didn't do one qn and ended up outside the classroom with (39-5 absentees- 4 who brought and did all their ss stuffs). cool eh set another record.
haha nevertheless i finish the qn in before the 2nd bell goes and i've got full marks for it! ahha..first time in my 15(gng on 16) years of life
i really love mr azahar to the CORE. he told us he did this for our sake and have not ever given up hopes on us. i failed his test since sec 1 and woah i relaly never expected that he din gave up on me. YOu rawk. mr azahar.
whoever took my ss bk. watch it. u will get it from me. ahha step.
for bio. i din do my 2.2 section B. told tang about it, she told me to write my name down for detention. as thou i care. so i just write and planning to hand in my 2.2 like tmr? ahha maybe.
oh ya, haha for pe today, we played softball, icenwater, and pepsi cola. ahha so kiddy but fun! lol.
oh i met hunny at the inter after peer tutor( copying of 0.000001 size of wording until i got sick and decided to copy from elim.)
i bought clean and clear face wash as well as pantene leave on hair moisture.
as well as soya bean milk and that 1/3 of it ends up in the plastic bag due to the anyhow tying of the drink.
gtg everyone. ciao. i think it's gona be a sad 16 birthday instead of sweet. i m having prelims on my bdae. thanks ah bgss teachers. best bdae gift ever.

i just wana hold u close, but somehow all i have are dreams of u. till i wait for the day for the courage to say how much i love you. i love you too.
palace built on love ♥ 6:32 PM

Wednesday, August 24, 2005
click to view post: our 112 days together..

heh heh..yay it's our 112th day together! 050505-240805
been through so much with my hunny bunny..
aiyo..stupid ivy bullying u again..humph..i help u box her..!
dun worry about your competition next week kdear?
have confidence in yourself..no matter wad, i know u're the best!
no to forget u're my baobei princess too!
bu yao qing yi fang qi, fou ze dui bu qi zi ji..!

i missed u so much darling..really hope i can spent my whole day with u tmr..
9 days didn't see u already!~ always been thinking of u at night, and dreaming of u at day..
hmmm..i'm crazy over u..
hee..my baby darling so adorable in the pics..especially on the first pic..lol..
i love that pic..but u know wad?
i love the person in the pic even more!weee~
alright..have a gdnite sweetie..swt dreams..
hmmm..i'm tired..yawn..gonna slp now..see u in dreamland ! mmuuaarrcckks~

"Pan Jie Wei, ni bu yao ku..Wo yong yuan dou hui zai ni shen bian de!"
palace built on love ♥ 12:15 AM

Sunday, August 21, 2005
click to view post: sat..tkd

had tution at 11, end at 2 odd. helluva tired.
slacked and went for tkd.
i find myself having no interest, my concentration and stamina span is SHORT
we had to wear two paddings. and is damn heavy.
i couldn't breathe for long. my heart feels as thou pumping at 1000000000 beats/min.
i glared at my opponent. i duno what the fuck she wants.
and ivy..my partner my sis. is a bitch.
she keeps scolding vulgarities whenever i kick her hard
wtf my aiming is getting lousier.
i have absolute 0% faith in the comp nx week.
oh yah. my sweet bro favien msged me. motivation! haha *thanks lots*
dick msged from perth too. how sweet.
kin too.
and of cuz my busy darling.haha.
loading some pics i took todae.
pics of me..
haha..

behind these hazel eyes.


puffffft


my hair looks highlighted.haha.

anyway, suggestions for songs for my blog? tag my board.
thanks.
i love you hunny, dun overwork.
imy, i got lots of movies in my mind.
drink drank drunk--> i love the main actress
must love dogs.--> i do love,haha
and lots more.
poor thing you and ur projects, and dun forget ur maths bk with me, u might nid it on mon.
im slply, i can just kill ivy to vouch that.haha
ciao. nite. love.
palace built on love ♥ 12:47 AM

Saturday, August 20, 2005
click to view post: busy hunny me..

boo! little princess..
came to see our new blogskin..wah..bunny make it until so nice..remember the past when we had such a simple blogskin..it was called "harbour" i think..heh..
bunny is at tkd now..but i couldn't meet her..sorry buns..i got 2 big fat project due both on tuesday..WTF..now i only half way though my 1st project..lucky i partner the same fella for both..tmr going his place complete the projects..hoping my burning of daylight oil works..dun follow my footsteps darling!noootiee me..yay..now i busy working on my part of the project..sian..think i'm not gonna sleep..last few days slept only 1 or 2 hours then go school le..stupid project..busy hunny me!!arrhhh..
haiyo!ni kan ar ni..nose bleeding because u dun wanna drink my liang cha!no wonder cannot cure..sob..dear u better go see a doctor..i dun want your nose to bleed.!u're my baby princess..how can i let ur nose bleed and not do anything..dun care..one more time it bleed i'm gonna carry u to bedok polyclinic..lol..it's a bad sign..the nose not supposed to bleed..must be a guai baobao alright?doctor will help my baby..(bunny just called me from tkd)
u ar..make me sad..i hope the bleeding is nothing..i can't imagine myself without u..sigh..i'm going back to project le..meow u..take care ok..hunny loves bunny long!muahmuack..get well soon !!!
palace built on love ♥ 9:55 PM

Wednesday, August 17, 2005
click to view post: town!

i didn't went down for flag raising, because i sudden had nosebleeding..
arhh...it's the 2316492759386808503 times this yr..
my god..
am i gona die soon?
thanks to the toilet auntie, she helped to keep a look out.haha so nice of her.
den assembly switched with poa. the skit was pretty funny. whole sch laughing at mr's kua bad english.haha. poor thang
sch overall was mundane.
oh yeah and our whole class was going gaga when bugs bunny told us more bt the prom.
i soo cant' wait..
after sch, headed town with fish. we wanted to claim the roxy pencilcase and surfbabe bagggg, but it was all given out. singapore typical like me.muahas.
disappointed we went to eat bk.haha as well ogle at guys.
next we went wisma- topshop. i wana buy a sexy red gals boxer. maybe i shouldn't have bot the levis 593?
i had no money now. and feeling quite stingy tooo.
we went to surfbabe- my fav shop, when i got too EXCITED, fish pulled me out. =*(
i wana work there man. everything in that shop fascinates me. all the sportswear esp.
and i had soo many things to buy..haha
next, we went( not in order), mng,ck,espirit, daniel( i duno whats' the word behind) and yah i cant rmb where.
we were hunting for our gowns.
haha.
the daniel that shop had real nice gowns. give it a try!
but i spotted one i really liked at XXXXXXXXX. dun steal it! ahha..
i hate it if someone really buy the gown i really liked i will goo crazy.haha
fish oso tried some tubes...
haha..
and the pics..? ahha.. sensored..
cool. ciao..
palace built on love ♥ 10:01 PM

Tuesday, August 16, 2005
click to view post: oral

i've been sick for many days.
skipping my taekwondo.
yeah 28 august, watch me enter the hospital.
ahah craps, yah thats the day im sparring for national.
i'm in grp 140, yeah and i heard that there's only 2 competitors for my weight.
i highly reckon one of them is seeache( i duno how to spel her name). helluva bitch,
and i so sick of her. ahha anyone watch this show(sat, chinese show) abt what this woman has a bra shop yeah the shop owner looks like this spastic bitch.
hah.i'm so mean.back to it, in sch i duno what's wrong with my bro glenn. he seems to have a lil mps, and it's really gettin on my nerves. he din do anything,. but i just cant fucking stand those dry lessons. esp history.( watch my expression whenever mrs wadwanni comes in)
oh i was talking abt being sick.
memory keeps failing me.
yeah so i rotted on sat, except around 8pm i went to grandp hse. sumptous food.
whats the gap getting on with me and my cuzzie? we don't talk nowadays.
on sun, dear came and have a lil crash over . ahah wasn't that late. around 10pm he left.
that's because my attitude grandpa WAS COMPLAINING LIKE A BASTARD.
ohh wadever, im thinking he got to leave soon ya. and dad really gave me a stupid and useless remark.
i've got a feeling that my family will be breaking apart soon.
my mom's engrossed over linedancing and would often stay out till 10pm. she wouldn't do as much housework as before. which is good. can make me look younger.
but the thign is. my dad don't fetch her home? why why why why and why.
gina. always growing up to think that i have a perfect family. my parents don't quarrel.
last time i rmb my dad and mom would hold hands as we strolled to the restaurant near the beach, ivy would just cut in the center.that brat.
now. my dad doesn't look like he care. i duno whats so busy with him. he's always looking at bills.sigh, after that load the com. life just sucks. a boring cycle for him.
i feel like telling mom, look more at ur hub, he might just stray away one day.
ahh. WTF DO I SOUND SO VULNERABLE?
i dun wan my family to break....
ahh too dramatic.let nature takes its course. mom and dad got to sit together and really think hard one day if i suddenly get too emo one day and left.
i've got an A2 for chinese. i dun feel anithing. duno why. except quite shock.nothing interesting abt chinese Os to go gaga abt,
oh yeah i created a song in kamel- my only sunshine. ahha planning to do a nosensical kamel script during the next boring history lesson.
one thing i want to know if i die. when will i appreciate history? ha wtf.
sch's been sucky these few days i feel as thou im dying. nora just continue to teach bricks that doesn;t react. well, a strange mentality she has talking to no response.
arrrhh so fucked up. today i nosebled while bathing.sick grosssss
i've been out of schdule these few days. started to scrape thru phy and bio and abit poa.
another thing, bio pract have been sucky these few times. xt me elim and jamie have to share expt
,imagine how many times, we got to wash and redo. troublemakers.
bgss always have this prob, lack of apparatus.
i joked with jamie on our pract day smuggle in our own testtubes.
oh fuck 12 sept 05' bio/phy pract. since that time i broke the beaker. ihave a phobia of boiling water in beaker.dsigijIDGKJDOJOhdihgidi!!!!!arhhrhhhhhh
arhh. angry.don't know why. it's the time of the month. pardon me.
ciao, thanks ken for the nice chat.
we'll have great fun comparing in auctions.hah hopefully getting my levis 593 by dis wed.cant wait.
HUhihihihseifrhiohH UIHH YIHR I HIHIHRIH DEI HI
i love you dear, miss u like crazy. good luck for ur quiz tmr.
palace built on love ♥ 1:01 AM

Monday, August 08, 2005
click to view post: 3th month!

heyhey.
hate it when i have to reblog..grrr...
anws, it's a veri late entry.
lets talk about fri first. i went to meet huns and jireh and elim.
den me and elim got drove of pavallion(issit this word?)
err.. den pissed we went to arcade to vent our frustration. den saw kin.
yay! i can pick my pressie at 77th street...
haha but i decided nt to be mean even though he's a supervisor there.
he nids to live on cigarettes.. that "boy"....
thanks dear for ur rose, lollypop rose as well as the cookie. yummy.
it was quite an enjoying day.
sat i had tkd.nothing special except wingyan gng gaga over some guys.
so nice of her to share her strudel with me (:
arhh national is coming..
shd i go?? it's near prelims..
and i am soo FREAKED out.
maybe gna fight more with ivy...hehe..
i sooo wana get a least a bronzeeeee
dun wana lose face.haha.
oh the best thing on sat! i manage to eat at granny's place. i miss her soup! she can whip many delicious dishes! my fav--> her fried rice
sun. i was a good gal staying at home rotting
mon. sch was pretty ok. got commends that my two ponytails look act cute. ahaha nvm lah long time never tie nx time old already would be worse.
i puked in the mornin cuz i was feeling feverish.
mr tng let me had milo in the canteen (:
i got fucking pissed with the kaixiang. and i felt like squeezing my shoes into his fat arse mouth.
went craazy with my Bennurens.
saw benson. yongchee.jacob.mrs song.
den went to watch charlie and choc factory.
saw daphne and corine. wenjie. liangwei and this guy( i 4got his name but fish told me he's brina's hubby)
the show was quite nice.
also duno why i cried..haha habit.
den went home..
i slept from 3 till 7 odd.!
but den i am still tired.. headache.
oh yah gona update my prints with dear when my scanner is fixed.ciao!
half an hour more to happy 40th birthday to singapore!
i bet edward has forgotten abt it (;
sayooooo
palace built on love ♥ 11:32 PM